misread clairvoyant epitaph the flood gates on her wrist let loose daggers suck in blowing out the feeling of complete bemusement at a loss and buckling under
where the currents hush and god and demon and my human mind crumples under its trepidation that you and you and you and I are all the same eating forced inherent danger I have spit on myself across provinces building black iron structures locking down fleeting transfer zaps of unsatisfying human contact blazing in my own saliva
the test the motives and all in between vanish becoming less apparent for every second I breathe
I am lusting for a calm where the listless aches in each arm subside the overpowering energy looming behind each warm body I touch a poison absorbing inside four walls again
the heat of the black sun swallows my confidence my nerves drained and at the bottom of the dam a crisp beating heart sound heals pushing pinholes of speeding light in the one direction necessary I picked your eyes open in your sleep
social psychic melting pot alligator tracks and the boiling moon vomiting up sewn sutures a panic depth of hot pavement stitching in mimed faces lined print lined paper the black ink pooling without a wrinkled lip to bleed into without the age of deception and the knowledge of a skillful introduction pink heat in the days of the dying art of casual sex in the days of reading novels too many into a short comic strip to swat it off in a dead fly trap licking sweat dripping nicotine splashed sheets an itch scratched in the depth of gravel pits daylight is always coming forth bringing more to the alter of an imploding brain